staring out the window at the trees and sky

Nathalie* is here.

She’s saying that she shouldn’t have depended on Edward* so much.

The loneliness after he died was horrible.

That’s what happens
when you depend so much on one person, Nathalie.
You feel dispossessed.
You need to let go of him now.

Explore your soul there in the higher worlds.
There are so many beautiful things to explore.
You have a soul….

Yes, your life with Edward was a little narrow.
You don’t owe Edward anything.
You really don’t….

Yes, he was not that bad, I hear you.
Something happened in that Catholic school ….

She’s bringing up politics,

Nathalie, keep it separate.
You don’t need to think about that now,
where you are.

Let go.

Don’t depend on him like that.
You’ve got what it takes.
You have the resources inside of you.

Go and garden with your mother.
Make things grow.

Grow? Where there’s no life? she asks.

There IS life where you are, in different ways.
It’s up to you to discover.

Don’t expect to get back to the
same living conditions you had here on earth.

How come you’re giving advice and you’re still alive? she wants to know.

Maybe because so many spirits
who’ve done their homework and would be able to help
are on earth right now,

And so they use people like me who can channel.

Yes, we can have a hug.

Take care, goodbye, see you next time,
I hope that helped you.

It’s like hugging a cloud.

She’s into an awakened state, but she’s still in the lower astral. She wasn’t crying like the last time. She was calmer. I think she’s gone through the worst, and now she has to pull herself back together.

I’m glad I have the ability to walk in two worlds and relate to both.


*Names changed to respect their memory